Ten things I wish I could say to people:
1. Oh my god, just go away, i don't want to help you if you want to bitch!
2. So you're the idiot the village lost
3. Fuck off, just....fuck off
4. I'll tell you this again, WE DO NOT CARRY THIS AND WE NEVER WILL
5. No that is CLEARANCE and it is final sale!
6. You're a stupid black person, don't come to me for help
7. Read the instructions and don't yell at me if you can't get it to work
8. Just please, get the hell outta my store
9. See that door?! Use it....
10. I'm trying to close the store, don't come in here
Seven things that cross my mind a lot.
1. Food
2. How long it's gonna be till Tiff gets home
3. What did I come in here for?
4. Damn you Smudgie, cut that out....
5. WoW, Nuff said
6. What day is today?
7. Caffeen
Six things I do before I go to sleep.
1. Piss
2. Take off most or all of my clothes
3. Sometimes remember to brush my teeth
4.Piss again
5. Rub Tiffs back till she falls asleep
6. Roll over into my wall corner
Five places that I want to visit.
1. Kyoto, Japan
2. Florence, Italy
3. England/Ireland/Scotland
4. Greece
5. Antartica
Four things I'm wearing right now.
1. Thermal Shirt
2. Thermal Pants
3. Socks
4. Boxer Breifs
Three bands I listen to often.
1. Bullet for My Valentine
2. Dir en Grey
3. Tegan and Sara
Two things I want to do before I die.
1. Take my family with me around the world
2. Be apart of the developing team of a multi-million dollar game ((or just work at Blizz))
One confession
1. I haven't shaved in prolly a month LOL
- My chair is in:the living room
- I'm feeling:
exanimate - What's distracting me:Say It Ani't So - Weezer
so i have some real good news....
i basically have a job at the Arby's down the street from Tiff's store, all i need to do is get ahold of the manager there ((which we are going to see tomorrow, cause every time i go to call her, something comes up and i can't call her, or she's not available))
and i helped Tiff at both her store and 538, we closed at both and even though it was a rather long day it was FUN...
we were closing with Kris at 538, which is normally a problem, but Kris has improved and it was actually fun tonight, i did random things like washing dishes and cleaning up, and the same at 615, cept everyone that supposed to have gone home already was there, cause Nicole, who's kinda new, isn't too comfortable closing, and she had to close by herself, so when 538 closed at elven, Tiff and i went to help out, along with Jenn and Shawn, so there was 6 ppl closing....
we got out right on time, which should've taken much longer than it really did...
i did even more dishes, and some random things...
Jenn also didn't want to mess up her boyfriends hoodie that she was wearing, so she wore a trash bag, it was so frikkin hysterical...
all in all i had a very good time dispite the fact that it was fucking 16 degrees outside!
both stores were SOOOOO fucking cold!
and this comes after i've been complaining about no snow....
i can actually say i'm sorry for complaining ._.
not only did we get snow, we got Arctic Chill weather...
that said, here's to things staying better :)
Much Love
Duran
- My chair is in:the living room
- I'm feeling:
cold - What's distracting me:Blood Doll - Anarchy
A - Age: 21
B - Bed size: Full
C - Chore you hate: Cleaning the cat box, doing the dishes, cleaning the baby rat's cage
D - Dog's name: We don't have him anymore, but his name was Chester
E - Essential start your day item: Food!
F - Favorite color: Blue and green.
G - Gold or Silver: silver
H - Height: 5'3"
I - Instruments you play(ed): Cello, Violin, Viola
J - Job title: Professional Housewife
K - Kid(s): None right now
L - Living arrangements: A basement apartment
M - Mom's name: Jerri
N - Nicknames: Angel, Duran
O - Overnight hospital stay other than your birth: ahuh, when i was 4 and had Shegela
P - Pet Peeve: Stupidity in all its forms
Q - Quote: "You're pitch black, but you lived!" - Various Townspeople from Mother 3
R - Right or left handed: Right
S - Siblings: None by blood, but they are as followed : Sara, Jake, Derin, and Mike
T - Time you wake up: No earlier than 11, cept if we have something to go
U - Useless knowledge: Did you know that a petition of over 2,0000 ppl was sent to Miyamoto-sensei to get Mother 3 translated to English and he ignored it
V - Vegetable you dislike: Sauerkrat, Liver, anything that doesn't smell to pleasing
W - Workout style: Swimming and weight lifting, even though i don't exersize like i should anymore
X - X-rays you've had: Arms, arms and more arms
Y - Yesterday's best moment:Um, when Tiff and i were looking for old songs on Limewire
Z - Zoo favorite: Lions, Tigers and Wolves!
- My chair is in:the living room
- I'm feeling:
hungry - What's distracting me:Minature Disaster - KT Tunstall
so we cleaned out the old appartment yesterday...
its completely clean and pretty again, cept for the fact that the jackass that went on a breaking spree pissed all over the seat and our toilet brush ((not that it matters, we're gonna be getting those Scrubbing Bubbles Toilet Wand things))...
the only things they were able to make off with was this purple tub thing, and a box of old tapes, two things we really didn't have room for, so its no problem....
other than that i have a huge pile of things to put away cause we didn't sleep the other night and just stayed up cause we had to be at the apartment yesterday at 8am, so we cleaned and cleaned and didn't get home till 3:30, and promtly woke up at 12 this morning, so we lazed around, Tiff read some Willow and Tara fics, and i watched some of the Ringu, and then she realized she had to leave for work, so i have a big mess to clean up...
gives me something to do...
and i get to vacuum! yay!
the appartment is a huge mess, and i've been wanting to vacuum for the longest...
but i haven't been able, cause we left it at the other place so we could vacuum before we left....
well, i gotta finish cleaning, that is if the Lysol is done drying lmao
Love and rainbows
Angel
- My chair is in:the living room
- I'm feeling:
energetic - What's distracting me:Whiskey in the Jar - Metallica
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mamoto_chan :) i's a thief7 years Ago
How old were you? 14
What grade were you in? 8th grade
Where did you go to school? Washington Prison for kids :)
Where did you work? i think i was a caddy at that point
Where did you live? Pontiac, Michigan
How was your hair style? short and kinda wavyish
Did you wear braces? Nope
Did you wear contacts? nope
Did you wear glasses? ahuh
Who was your best friend? Sara <3
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend? i was very girl crazy, but i didn't have a g.f at that point
Who was your celebrity crush? uh, idr lmao
Who was your regular person crush? Stacy something or other
Were you a virgin? ahuh
How many piercings did you have? um, none i think
How many tattoos did you have? none...i was only 14 lmao
What was your favorite band? Malice Mizer
What was your biggest fear? Needles
Had you smoked a cigarette yet? nope
Had you gotten drunk or high yet? nope
Had you driven yet? nope
If so what car(s) did you use? N/A
Which of your pets were still alive? Pookie, Shadow, Pika, Meeko, Star, Patches and Kizzie
Which members of your family were still alive? Everyone.
Which members of your family were not born yet? i don't have any siblings
Where did you chill on the weekends? Over at Sara's helping her babysit, either that or we were at my house
You feel old now don't you? gah, yeah
- My chair is in:the living room
- I'm feeling:
chipper - What's distracting me:Nobuo Uematsu - Cosmo Canyon
we over look something, miscalculate something, do something wrong...
well we managed to not factor in our huge credit card bill into our expences...
so now we need to somehow pay that, while paying rent, and what not...
and to make things worse, someone decided to go on a destroying spree at our old place and kick in the front door and knock out the windows...
we don't know if anything was stolen, cause when we went by last night everything was all boarded up...
but the property manager said nothing appeared to be stolen...
my main concern ((as small as it is)) is the brand new vacuum we got thats still over there since we still had cleaning to do...
but whatever, if someone took off with it, i'm sure we can replace it...
the things ppl do just for the hell of it...
i don't get it...
but whatever, let them do as they please, we have everything we need here...
it was just kinda a huge blow, not to mention i never got that job at McDonalds, the interview went down hill once the hiring manager saw i hadn't had a job in almost a year...
well jee, i wonder why, ppl nowadays are being so damn picky when it comes to hiring...
yes i understand that you're trying not to let shit ppl in, but when most of the ppl you were interviewing were wearing jeans and tee shirts as compaired to my dress shirt and dress slacks i think i had a better shot, but apparently not...
i must be some fucked up bum then...
i need to head over to Radio Shack again, see how things are goin over there, cause so seriously, i need a fucking job...
on the upside i'm feeling so much better compaired to the past week...
that was really bad...
not only did i have a cold that turned into a worse cold, but i had double pink eye...
i had some homeopathic eye drops for pink eye, and wouldn't ya know, they worked, it should take a week to ten days for pink eye to pass, i think i had it for 3 days tops...
everythings normal and not oozing, my eyes are clear, and i can see again...
the rest of me is still kinda coughing, but other than the reminants of a cold, i'm in perfect shape...
now it's time to get out there again and try to get a job...
maybe, just maybe i'll finally get one so i can somehow get back to school, how awesome would that be?
maybe next year i can finally start...
its about damn time too, its almost been 3 years since graduation, but i needed that time, i had some problems to sort through, and i had to get out of there before i even thought about doing anything...
my parents were money and soul suckers, it was poison for me to be there....
but i hold nothing against Tiff, she did what she thought was right, and in the end everything worked out, now we have this to deal with, which is something major, but nothing crippling...
we're just taking the hard way around, and hopefully by us doing it this way well come out not only happier, but stronger as well...
well i have some major cleaning to do, the house went to hell while i was sick *laughs* Tiff was too busy tending to me to help...
here's to things working out like they always do :)
Duran
- My chair is in:the living room
- I'm feeling:
awake - What's distracting me:Rammstein - Tier
i've had this things for a few days and i wish it'd just leave me the hell alone, cause its messing up my sleep paterns, just when i get really comfy and i'm just about to sleep i'm wide awake for no reason...
and it could also have something to do with our rat Smudge that just LOVES to chew on the cage...
we got them a nice big ferret cage today hoping the chewing was because of boredom...
no, she just likes doing it for shits and giggles...
or for attention, cause they're now in our room as opposed to the living room...
cause there's just not enough room to put them in here, specially now since they have a nice 2 foot by 2 foot ferret cage....
so you got being sick and sleeping all day, and an attention whore of a rat eating the cage, and that boils down to me not sleeping all too well at night...
which kinda frustrates me, cause Tiffs in there sleeping peacefully, and i'm out here, not able to sleep...
go me....
but other than that, we put 10 bucks down on BioShock 2, and we're getting it once it comes out in Febuary...
and i've been playing Assassians creed after yanking myself from the hold that Fable II has had on me since we got the 360...
we also got Condemed today...
i haven't played it yet...
i wanna finish Assasians Creed first before i get sucked into yet another game...
i just have SOOOO many games i need to beat its insane....
ya'd think since all i do nowadays is play games i'd get some games done and over with...
nah...
even though i DID beat FF12 while i was at the other place...
so go me, that was a 60-80 hr endeavor....
prolly done in a week and a half lmao...
and also i have Persona 3 under my belt, one of the first games i beat when i moved out...
that took about 70 hrs to complete...
and Shadow Hearts to the New World, which took 60-70 hrs...
other than those, i haven't beat any substatial games...
Fable doesn't count, cause you can never beat Fable...
hell, you can never put it down lmao...
yeah....
i think i'm gonna go try to sleep...
the rats have calmed down from what i hear...
and i'm starting to get sleepy...
Much love and rainbows
Duran
- My chair is in:Home
- I'm feeling: sleepy
- What's distracting me:Joydrop - Beautiful
so even though we're in our new place, and we have free internet, and we now have a home phone, but now we're way deep in credit card debit.....
but she's getting a second job because its just too hard for me to find one...
but that doesn't mean i'm giving up...
not by a long shot...
and seriously we've been through much worse, and i'm sure that once she starts this job, i'll find one and things will be perfect once again...
this is just another roadblock in the road that just makes things painful for awhile, nothing permanent, just something temporary, just like always...
but on a good note, we went to Buffalo Wild Wings with Kevin and some of the other coworkers from Arby's, and we had an amazing time, i had a bit too much too drink and we spent WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too much money ._.
but we had fun :)
and thats all that matters....
so heres to me getting a job finally, and everything going right :)
Angel
- My chair is in:Home
- I'm feeling:
anxious - What's distracting me:You'll Never Know - Bif Naked
So we came to an agreement with the property manager of our place, and we're gonna be going to a new apartment in a way better area...
and we can move in as soon as the first...
which is awesome, cause as much as i love living here, i'd like to have my own room again lmao
sleeping in the living room is not fun :)
the place we're moving too is the basement portion of a house right by Eastern and its fairly safe over there, cause everyone looks out for each other, so being broken into is unlikely, plus we have these little windows that you can't really see through...
our old lease is getting transfered to this new place so we can leave in January, but if we like it there enough, and like how Mr Beal handles this place, we might just stay there...
plus its gonna be a pain getting our stuff down there lmao!
so we might not wanna move in a few months...
and if we can find a hotspot close enough to us we might not even need to buy internet, and we can even get the magic jack :D
i still haven't heard back from Gamestop, but Dayna said this week would be a rather busy week, and if i don't hear from her by today, give her a call...
i'm hoping i have this, cause this will make our 500 dollar a month rent a lot easier to swallow....
and plus i'll work Black Friday, which for some morbid reason i LOVE working...
i have no clue whats wrong with me, maybe it's cause i was dropped on my head as a child lmao
and if i don't get this thing at Gamestop i'm sure there'll be somethin else somewhere else....
also this year marks my very first real Thanksgiving and Christmas...
i really can't wait :)
so here's to everything turning out how it should, good outcome or no, because we all know that everything happens for a reason, as one door closes an infinite amount opens up...
See you on the other side Cowboy
Angel
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling:
sick - What's distracting me:Walkure - Kaya
it depends on who they are and what they did to me...
but usually i forgive and forget...
and the longest grudge has to be against my mother...she did more to me than i could ever truly get over...
prolly nothing, she caused too much damage, i don't think i could ever trust her again...
she's too selfish to see whats in front of their face...
Much love and rainbows
Angel
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling:
contemplative - What's distracting me:Metric - Succexy
in almost a year i have made more personal progress than i have in the 2 years since High School...
having Tiff right here with me has brought out something stronger in me...
i feel like i can be more than anyone ever believed i could be...
something thats gonna help me get to the next step in our relationship...
parenthood...
that's something we;ve been talking about heavily, what we're gonna do when we get that far, how we're gonna do it, who's gonna be in what role, about when we want to do this, and we've even researched how much this is gonna cost...
which is quite a lot of money, and it's only gonna keep on getting more expensive if i don't get pregnant right away...
but first we have a very very important bridge to cross, telling Tiffs dad and step mom about us ((if they don't know already, somethings wrong, but its best to tell them before we start this so its not all "Oh hai, i'm pregnant and ur daughters gonna b teh daddie)) we're very nervous, cause we've already established a very good relationship with this whole glob of the family and we don't want to lose this...
i definatly don't want to lose this, cause after all this time i have a nice strong family structure...
brothers, a sisters, a new mom and dad, and everyone from Tiffs side, a second set of parents, and a slew of aunts and uncles...
i've never been happier...
i finally feel complete...
now all we need to do is wait till the time is right and tell them, and hopefully we'll have a nice family structure come the time when we start our own family...
here's hoping :)
Angel
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling:
calm - What's distracting me:Billy Tallent - Surrender
If you only had one day left to live, and you had the chance to tell one person from your past "I love you," who would it be? How about "I'm sorry"? Submitted By |
i'd tell my grampa "I love you", and i don't know who i'd say i'm sorry to, everyone i would say sorry to is still alive
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling: cheerful
- What's distracting me:S.O.S - Christina Scabia and Apocaliptica
so yesterday we went paintballing with Kevin and a few of his family and friends, and it was AMAZING!
sure i'm very very sore and i have so many nice purple bruises. and we got our asses KICKED cause they made us play AGAINST ppl that knew what they were doing better than we were, and their guns were SOOOOO much better than ours...
but it was so awesome...
afterwards we went back to Kevins parents house and had a bonfire, i had my first few ((almost)) legal drinks (a beer and a few Mikes Pomagranite Punches), then we watched some movies and passed out on the couch in the basement...
it was loads of fun...
i think the last time i had this much fun was when i was in High School...
eventually i'll have some pics of my horrid bruises, but for now i'll sit here in my pajamas and try to ignore the aching lmao
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling:
content - What's distracting me:Funeral of a Good Girl - Bif Naked
so after what has to be the worst few weeks of life, something really good has finally surfaced...
a job interview from GAMESTOP, yes, on our way to go buy things for Paintballing tomorrow, i get a call from GAMESTOP!!!!
i was so happy i was shaking, so next Friday i have an interview.
and HOPEFULLY i get a job, so i can stop being a loaf....
god, i am so happy, this is way better than Radio Shack, this is way better than i could have ever imagined...
now the only catch is this is yet another seasonal slot, so should i get this, i could have a job for the next 3 months or the next 3 years, who knows...
hopefully my experiance at Radio Shack and my uncanny ablility to sell a dead sheep to someone for 100 bucks, will get me far...
hopefully...
getting this is just the thing we needed to get rid of this nasty, self inflicted credit card bill, and us getting our own place again....
i'm hoping beyond all hope, this is everything i wanted, the one job i have been chasing for THE LONGEST, and is a perfect platform for me to launch my carrer... :D
btw...Tiff and i saw a Ford F150 with a Cyberskin Dildo hanging off the back of it...
it was quite amusing...
here's to this working
Much love
Angel
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling:
ecstatic - What's distracting me:The wife playing Fable II
i'm pretty sure most of you guys saw pics of me and i just thought i'd show you guys what i look like now, with my VERY long hair, and my new tattoo...
the pics aren't all to great, cause i don't feel like opening all of the blinds in the house...
the pics were taken on the integraded webcam on the laptop, which is generaly good...just not in dim light lmao, also don't mind the nice burst of light next to me, the window's right there lmao...
( Pics under the cut! )
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling:
amused - What's distracting me:Sex, Born, Poison - Air
so being here for the past week has given me something that i've always longed for, a nice stable, kind family that makes me feel safe and protected...
i mean, yes i have Tiff and my brothers and sisters, but there was something missing, and Tiffs dad and step mom pretty much filled that void....
hopefully when we tell them we're together we don't lose them, cause i would LOVE to have them around when we start a family, which by the way, we have been talking about extensively...
life is just so much better now that Tiff and i have finally moved in together...
everything in my life just got richer and fuller...
even though we've had a few hard moments, it's nothing like the crippling pain of being apart, i don't even know how i survived, she means so much to me...
and now we have a solid family foundation we want to start a family of our own...
i've gotten over a large majority of my problems, i'm sure there's still more i need to work on, but nothing is like it was, i feel whole, i feel new...
i finally feel alive, fully and wholey
Much Love
Angel
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling: calm
- What's distracting me:Breaking Benjamin - Breath
so i started a 10 day trial of WoW, cause i'm the lamest thing in the world, and i miss playing so much, and as i'm playing my newly made Troll, i find myself doing the 2 year old "I want my Willow back!!!!" thing...
my sister's getting me a time card for Christmas, but thats 2 months away...and i'm a stuck up brat...
lmao...
now that i have it started i don't really wanna play...
cause i want the chars i've put prolly 100's of hours into in only a short span of 3 months...
yes, i know, i'm a lamer with no life...
:D
but i'm loveable, that should count for SOMETHING...
lmao
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling: chipper
- What's distracting me:Dallas Green - Hello I'm in Delaware
so dispite geting an Xbox 360, a brand new lcd tv, and a new comp, the ppl we live around are dead set on making our lives a living hell, so far we've been broken into once and Tif's car has been vandalized...
and the worst thing is we had to give Chester up cause we couldn't take care of him anymore...
now would be the PERFECT time to have him, cause he'd rip someone apart...
but thankfully nothing was stolen, we're ok, the rats are ok, our new cat BlackJack is ok, and Pika's ok...
so thats all i really care about...
now we're gonna be staying at Tiff's parents house until we can find a new place, the big up side is we now have net, so big yay....
and as soon as things calm down, i'm startin WoW up again.
so even in this really really bad situation, there is some realy good things happening...
the only thing i'm worried about is leaving the cats and the rats along for the night, cause i don't want anything to happen to them while we're away...
fucking bastards....
can't they let ppl enjoy the things they work hard for....
but things will look up, i'm sure of it...
Much love and hope...
Duran
- My chair is in:Inlaws House
- I'm feeling:
aggravated - What's distracting me:Garbage - Queer
yeah i know, it's been FOREVER since i've posted anything, or even been online...
but here i am, at Eastern Michigan University's library with my wife...
so i'm complete now :3
so i've been doing rather well, i'm still looking for a job, which really sucks, but i've been through this alllll before...
we've also got two pet rats, a smaller hooded rat named Gizmo and a larger blue rat named Willow...
Gizmo's a real sweet heart and loves ppl, as for Willow, she gnaws on me every chance she gets, friendly or not...
i also got a new tattoo, it's a orange red and black Bio Hazard symbol on my left forearm, it's quit impressive...
as for anything else interesting, nothing much, just gaming, sleeping, hanging with Tiff and my brothers, Mike and Derrin...
happy times, happy times :3
so hopefully when and IF i ever get a freaking job, i can get net back and i can actually get online :3
and start WoW again...
lmao....
so i'm gonna go, i have job apps to do, so later everyone, i love you all...
till next time :3
~!~Angel~!~
- My chair is in:Eastern Michigan University
- I'm feeling: calm
- What's distracting me:Nothing, just the sound of typing
no i'm not home YET...
but don't fret, i'm still going, i leave Thursday...
we put the deposit down on the place, and found out we had to pay the first month before we got to move in, which was ok...
just as long as we have the place...
as for my new years, it was awesome for what it was, which consisted of me watching TV while Tiff slept, cause she was sick and had taken Niquill...
and i really truly felt at home in Ypsi, not just at Tiff's place, but in Ypsi itself, everything just felt so warm and familiar...
but when i did have to come back, it felt foreign and wrong...
i wanted to go back as soon as i hit the door...
but whatever, i'm almost home for good, we just have to cram everything we can into Tiffs car and pay the first months rent, then BAM the place is ours...
finally, our own place...
for all this time i've wanted nothing more than this, even though the place isn't the best, and it isn't in the best area, whatever, thats what dogs are for...
the only thing that matters is we'll have a place, finally...
i just have to get a job again .___.
cause things went wonky with the Radioshack in Ypsi and i haven't heard from Jeff AT ALL...
whatever, if he wants to be an ass, then i'll go elsewhere...
fine by me...
so here's to things actually behaving for once, now that i'm gonna have this little slice of heaven :)
See you on the other side cowboy
~!~Angel~!~
- My chair is in:Parents House
- I'm feeling: cheerful
- What's distracting me:Flagpole Sitta - Harvey Danger
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